Friday, December 26, 2008

please read this

i cried when i read this.
especially the bolded part.

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If you believe in Allah, something to think about...



There was a little boy visiting his grandparents on their farm. He was given a slingshot to play with out in the woods. He practiced in the woods, but he could never hit the target. Getting a little discouraged, he headed back for dinner.

As he was walking back he saw Grandma's pet duck. Just out of impulse, he let the slingshot fly, hit the duck square in the head and killed it. He was shocked and grieved! In a panic, he hid the dead duck in the wood pile, only to see his sister watching!

Fatima had seen it all, but she said nothing. After lunch the next day Grandma said, 'Fatima, let's wash the dishes.' But Fatima said, 'Grandma, Ahmed told me he wanted to help in the kitchen.' Then she whispered to him, 'Remember the duck?' So Ahmed did the dishes.

Later that day, Grandpa asked if the children wanted to go fishing and Grandma said, 'I'm sorry but I need Fatima to help make supper.'

Fatima just smiled and said, 'Well, that's all right because Ahmed told me he wanted to help.' She whispered again, 'Remember the duck?' So Fatima went fishing and Ahmed stayed to help.

After several days of Ahmed doing both his chores and Fatima's, he finally couldn't stand it any longer.

He came to Grandma and confessed that he had killed the duck. Grandma knelt down, gave him a hug and said, 'Sweetheart, I know. You see, I was standing at the window and I saw the whole thing, but because I love you, I forgave you. I was just wondering how long you would let Fatima make a slave of you.'

Thought for the day and every day thereafter? Whatever is in your past, whatever you have done... and the devil keeps throwing it up in your face (lying, cheating, debt, fear, bad habits, hatred, anger, bitterness, etc).. whatever it is... You need to know that Allah was standing at the window and He saw the whole thing. He has seen your whole life. He wants you to know that He loves you and that you are forgiven.

He's just wondering how long you will let the devil make a slave of you. The great thing about Allah is that when you ask for forgiveness, He not only forgives you, but He forgets. It is by Allah's grace and mercy that we are saved.


Saturday, December 13, 2008

Ayat-Ayat Cinta

dah lama gyler aku tak posting pasal movies kan?
ni ha lepas tengok citer ni aku mcm terpanggil sket nak komen



ekceli aku mcm tak berminat langsung nak tengok
lagi2 aku tau ni citer chenta2 dan poligami
harini aku mcm boring dan nak clearkan hdd aku, aku layan jer lah
the verdict is, hrm.. aku taleh kata aku suka sgt, atau layan sangat
ada part aku forward2
tapi ada certain part citer ni mmg agak menyentuh hati nurani aku lah

seblom tu, apa kata aku spoil dulu ngan mende2 yg aku tak suka ngan citer ni:

mcm biasa lah:

1. hero dia terlalu perfect
hensem, alim, pandai, rebutan wanita, blablabla.. wujud ke orang camni? tipo lah

2. heroin2 dia terrrrlalu perfect
Aisha tu lawa gyler babih nak mampos
bayangkan lah kalo masa dia bukak niqab dia tu, tiba2 muka dia tak lawa, byk jerawat ke, mulot senget ke, Fahri nak ke kat dia walopun ekceli dia muslimah yang baik?
haha aku potong jari aku lah kalo Fahri nak

3. kat Mesir tu senang2 ke pompuan masuk dalam rumah laki bujang?
ke lebeh kurang mcm kat sini ke open-minded dorang?
aku mcm konpius plak Maria tu mcm suke2 masuk rumah bujang Fahri

4. Apa fungsi Nurul dalam citer neh?
nak buktikan yg tak cukup 2, atau 3 pompuan tergile2 kat Fahri, tambah lagi sorang yg dari mula sampai abis aku rasa mcm watak tempelan je


ok.
skang aku nak list beberapa memorable scene yg sgt ekceli menyentuh prasaan aku
dan ada jugak yg buat aku insaf dan muhasabah diri sket

1. Masa Maria dapat tau yang Fahri sudah kawen
tak terkira baper banyak kali aku rasa mcmmana yang Maria rasa, dan aku nanges mcmmana yang Maria nanges
Sedeh la part ni
Padan muka jugak lah

2. Masa dalam penjara
Fahri dapat surat dia kene buang dari U dia tu
dia mcm broke-down dan pastu cellmate dia mcm ingatkan dia balik, "Allah sedang mau berbicara denganmu Fahri. Allah sedang mengingatkan kamu supaya tidak sombong."

Cellmate dia ingatkan dia kisah Nabi Yusof AS (yg hensem tu) ngan Zulaika
Zulaika memfitnah Yusuff memperkosa dia sehingga dia dipenjara, padahal Zulaika sendrik stim sebab Nabi Yusof hensem sangat
Masa dalam penjara tu Nabi Yusuf tau Allah tengok direct kontek dia

Kata Yusuf, "Ya Allah, jika mmg kehidupan penjara lebih berarti dari dunia luar, maka aku memilih tinggal di penjara tetapi dekat denganmu, daripada aku hidup bersama manusia pendusta"

Quote cellmate Fahri yang aku akan ingat sampai ke sudah; "Allah sedang berbicara denganmu tentang sabar dan ikhlas."

Kesempolannye, kalu tengah susah ke ditimpa musibah ke, bukan pasal Tuhan benci kat kita
mcm Tuhan tgh ingatkan kita sebab kita mcm tersasar sket, dia nak kita kembali balik ke jalan yang betul.
Ni interpretation aku lah

3. Dan.. tententenn.. aku rasa ni scene yang ramai syahdu mendayu neh, termasuk la aku
Masa kat spital tu, lepas Fahri ngan Maria nikah.
Fahri pegang tangan pastu cakap kat Maria, "Aku mencintaimu." muka Aisha berubah dan dia lari dengan selomosyen kuar dari bilik tu
Aku dapat rasakan dia begitu heartbroken
Dalam hati dia mungkin cakap, "Ish menyesalnye aku kasik laki aku kawen lagi satu.. nyesalnye nyesalnyeeee.. waaaaa.."
Ok lah, seriously mmg sedeh la scene tu
Bukan sumer pompuan buleh buat camtu, aku branik potong jari lah
Mcm Aisha yg begitu perfect luar dan dalam tu pun kejelesan dia amat ketara, apatah lagi pompuan2 biasa yg mcm aku neh
Ekceli buleh jadikan lah Aisha ni idola muslimah aku lah
tapi nak capai tahap lawa gyler mcm Aisha tu kene buat plastik sejeri la plak
ish

aku ngaku lah citer ni bukan ekceli kesah chenta
chenta ni mcm 'core' citer ni la
tapi overall aku rasa mcm pengorbanan, jodoh, takdir dan qadak qadar Tuhan
chenta terselit dalam setiap elemen aku sebut kat atas tu
Tuhan temukan Fahri ngan Aisha secara tak sengaja (pompuan baik untuk laki baik blablahs) padahal Fahri dikelilingi ngan pompuan2 yg tergile2 ngan dia
Aisha yang Fahri ekceli baru kenal dan bantai kawen tu ekceli pompuan yg berhati mulia
ish aku tade de nak bantai kawen ngan laki aku baru kenal
tiba2 dia ni busuk ke tak suke mandi pagi ke, penah kene suntut ke, history dia aku tatau.. walopun masa aku jumpa dia tu dia dah jadi laki yang baik
aku nak kenal dulu, bila rasa seswai, history dia go to hell la
tu aku la
ni citer movie kan, kene la perfect setting.. haha

hrm
buleh ke aku kasik laki aku kawen lagi sorang?
ataupun aku kawen ngan laki orang?
ish ngeri lah nak pk